Reflections -- Pour Etre Belle :) [and a little something about plants :)]

Okay the previous blog was just sort of narrating the things i did, i would want to remember that someday. :))

So eto na. Bunga ng pagiisip isip and pagmumuni muni. :)

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Pour Etre Belle

--Hm. i will seriously miss these seven girls, plus one! :D gel, mae, sarmie, faith, mira, ananda, sharlyn and kaira. :D this was really an overwhelming experience. God has really blessed us. :D

To be honest, TRIP LANG TO. i mean, we didn't actually plan or aimed at getting into the final four. We just wanted to know what it felt like to be there. We were graduating after all. :) It was just something to get fun out of. It was seriously fun, seriously tiring, and in some times, the tension was really high. trust me, honey, you don't like it when girls are in bad moods. :))

i learned a lot about these girls. In between practices or in breaks, we'd talk about guys, or our parents, friends, problems, and it all brought us together. Yung tipong akala mo ikaw lang ang ginaganon ng magulang mo, yun pala may karamay ka! :)) haha! Late na kaming umuuwi dahil sa mga practice, nauubos ang pera dahil sa costume at dun sa collection. Nagbibihis nang harap-harapan. :)) kakaiba talaga!

it's fun finding sister in all of them.

we weren't exactly talented. I guess our talent was that when we our together, we are able to create a bulwark of confidence. When we are together, everybody shines. When we are together, we are talented. We are like pieces of one breathtaking puzzle. :D

Sure, some people didn't like us. Moreover, some people resented us and hated us. They booed us off the stage--kahit batchmate namin sila, it was a depressing thought. But fairly, i dont think it's something to be depressed about. Our classmates, family and friends were there. and that's all we needed. If other people didn't respect us, probably, other people didn't respect them as well. :) We weren't as talented as joanne verzo or as entertaining as the EKboys, but i believe, kahit ako lang, we were special in a way that i could remember it forever. :)

We had each other.
I love you Pour Etre Belle.

I will miss the times we were together--practicing, eating, making the drama, fighting, dressing up, getting psyched up and flopping and succeeding on the stage. :)

I will not lie. Pour Etre Belle could be gone forever. We are graduating after all. Siguro matagal tagal ang pagbabalik namin sa stage bilang PEB. baka nga hindi na e. Though i'm not sad.

as i've said before--LOSING SOMETHING MAKES IT MORE VALUABLE.

i could not have a lost a greater thing. :)

We could stop performing, but memories last forever. :D

Shabuya! Sha-Sha-Shabuya! Roll call!
We're PEB!
This thing was crazy!
You've watched us, baby.
I'll miss them, really.

 
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Okay, that's my Pour Etre Belle Reflection. :) sisingit lang ng isa pang reflection.
So yesterday, nagMTAP, arni and i planned to watch anime at my house but due to the unfortunate circumstances, hindi kami natuloy. The CAT officers headed off to Paolo Rodri's house to deliver the red shirts. I was supposed to go with them but i saw an offer i could not resist. :D

So ayun. nagrereview sila anjilo, louise at bruxelle sa faculty room. I saw Mr. Patron there and Mrs. Fabon. Tapos sinundan ko sila. Tapos ayun! nagtatanim sila sa likod! PLANTS! :) wow. all of the students helping them were guys. I was like: I wish I was a guy, so i could help.

So paikot-ikot ako dun sa likod. Gustong makatulong. :)) nanggugulo. :)) hhaha! sabi ko kay mam fabon, gusto kong tumulong, tapos yehey! pinayagan ako. sinabi ko kila arni hindi na ko sasama. :) edi yun, umalis na sila, <medyo gutom na ko nun dahil alauna na wala pa kong kinakain> pumunta ako sa faculty room, andun sila bruxelle. edi hinintay ko silang matapos ng two. dumating sila kathy, magSSM daw sila. edi yun. nagSM sila, hinintay akong makakain nila louise at umalis sila.

They tried to convince me to come with them because all the guys i'd be with would be like GUYS, and that i was already tired, which was true. but I really really want to plant. :)) really.

So i went back to school, i already found mam fabon, planting, i was so amazed at the simplicity of it all. how man could give life. how easy it was to support life. it was breathtaking. I watched how mam fabon do it. and i tried right after. <Except the digging part, my girlish way of holding the shovel could not really handle the rocky solid earth of Mandsci>

The mosquitoes were biting me. Things were crawling everywhere. The smell was barely tolerable. But, i really did enjoy it. Corny nga siguro pero, It was magical for me. :) ang galing talaga. The ability to nurture life was in my hands. I looked at the plants as i planted them, it felt so rewarding. <sure from time to time, naiisip ko yung photosynthesis tapos ung mga krebcycle stuff, pero most of the time i was busy thinking of how marvelous the act was>

Nakakarealize lang na, ang dali dali lang magplant, pero kahit 10% of the school, or the entire world, could not possibly volunteer to do this. a sad truth.

Syempre nagenjoy ako at naastigan ng bonggang bongga. Pero naastigan din ako sa mga nakasama ko. :)) nakilala ko sina Kenneth, Eriko, Wences, Janssen, Ylrem, Jerome and uhm, nakasama ko muli sina Eman, Stephen at Rene. at medyo andun si bruce nung una. :) rocks sila. :)) hehehe.

cant wait to be back next saturday. actually i cant wait to go back to school. :)) i want to talk to the plants---yung mga pinangalanan na Wences, at mga Eriko, mga Kenneth, haha! EEE!

seriously, i was tired then. And every time, i stood up after planting something, my vision would actually go blurry and my head would hurt, but, again, it was an offer i could not resist. :)

Nang Ang Linya'y Nakurba [Featuring IV - Calcium and Mr. Paulo Salvidar]

HAHA! First Quarter Project ng IV - Calcium. :D
History of Calculus.

Mr. Salvidar as JAY TARUC! XD :D

hilarious to. sobra! [medyo si John ray yun XDD]

The Velocity of Our Growing Up.

BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE:

pagpasensyahan na ang pagkanerd ko. :)) XDDD hahahaha. anyway. that's the formula of speed, and uh, velocity just SOUNDS so much cooler. but it's pretty much the same except for the direction ;) anyway. this was just a random thought. :D

BLOG:

it was dawn then. i realized that there was a test on physics the next day. VELOCITY. SPEED. everything is going so fast. and suddenly i realized how much i've changed since my freshman year in HighSchool.

mga dati mong kaklaseng lalake, totoy na totoy, ngayon nagggirlfriend na. :)) seryoso, nagddeyt. :)) yung mga babae naman, parang may sorority sa batch-- nagbago ng hairstyle, nagkaboyfriend at natutong mageyeliner. HAY. where have the days gone?

it was my first year where i had so much fun. NO EXPECTATIONS. well people looked down us. we werent the A section then. our room was a replica of payatas and our teachers LOVED urrhhmm... hated.... urhhmmm. LOVED as so much. :)) but none too much. XD

ang pagtutugtog sa classroom, ang pagbuo ng banda, ang battle of the bands, it just went by. and sooner or later, JAYMI and IVAN left. :( miss you. first year was finished before we knew it.

 

TIME FLIES WHEN YOU'RE HAVING FUN.

 

second year. third year. and sooner or later FOURTH YEAR. how time flies.

everyone and everything seems to change.

and am i still the same?

 

will i stay the same?

The Final Goodbye and Thank You.

February 20, 2009. goodbye and thank you for the last time.

DANCE! Jive!

:)) group namin.

Mini Solar Boat Contest :))

Start:	Jan 30, '09 11:00a
Location:	Don Bosco Technical College

wahahaha. XD humanda kayo sa kin! :)

Final Fantasy Dissidia

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Video Games
Genre:	Role-Playing
Console:	PlayStation Portable (PSP)

final fantasy dissidia. :))

well the only thing released is the japanese version and i guess we'd have to wait for a few more months for the english one.. but man! it's great. i mean the graphics are immaculate.

and the story deserves a 10 out of 5 :)) well i couldnt understand it all because it was japanese but i found a subbed prologue in the youtube. XD considering the fact that all the main characters of each Final Fantasy with their equal opponents are there, this could be a blast! :)

from the japanese characters and my gamer's sense of intuition, there's a story mode and the arcade mode. and the rest is uhhhhh. japanese? XD well i havent played the story mode [cause it's japanese] but the arcade mode is quite cool. :D they have overdrives, summons and stuff. well it's fighting system is NOT turnbased and is like the system of Kingdom Hearts. :]

it's pretty cool and i think every final fantasy goer should try it.
well at least if you're not japanese, wait for the english version. :))

almost a senior. :)

(sigh.) bigayan ng stipend ngayon. :)) P1200 X) not enough for the hard work and the sleepless nights X)

anyway, that's not the point. today na it was given is like the 8th time i got it. WHOAH. X) third year na pala ako. it was just like yesterday that i was a freshman; feeling ultimately different. i remember the people i used to hang out with. back when i was in my first year, I DID NOT COME HOME AT PAST 7pm(during schooldays)! X)) all those people i left. all those people i miss. X|

second year came, and yeah. their almost the same people i am with right now.

same faces :) new phases :)

on days AND nights, that i thought i wouldnt make it alive, i actually did! i even learned how to do a project a night before the deadline :)) i learned that brown envelopes can actually save your life in keeping all those darn quizzes your teacher asked you to compile. i learned that all the stress, all the hard work, all the sleeplessness, is all worthwhile, when you have friends there beside you. awwww. :))

it's january 09. i remember my first day of high school, june 6 06. [666] other people thought it was the end of the world, but it was a beginning for ours. :D

a few more months i'll be a senior. a fourth of me wants to end it! but all the rest doesnt want me to. life in mandsci has not been like any other feeling i felt. here are a few scenes i like:

• when it's 9 or 10pm, you and your groupmates are walking to get home from a tough project, you feel the cold air of the night brush through your skin, the empty streets bestowing upon you the freedom to rant and talk, the lights of the streetlamps guiding your way through the rough night. :) it's quite a scene.
• last night, your whole classroom was practicing for like a play or dance or whatever, you go to school and see the drooping eyes of all your classmates........ but still when they find you staring at them, they simply smile. :D all boundaries crossed.
• times when you really cant get your precalculus problem and you're at the verge of crying because you cant just solve it, someone comes near you and teaches you. and even though you ask him or her to repeat it for three or four times, you end up getting it and thanking that person. he or she just walks away, not waiting for a praise or reward.
• the open forums; the way you cry; the way others cry... and how it strengthens the bond between class and room. :D
• the corny jokes, like mine, that are even though as corny as heck, will still make you laugh.

sigh. those are just a few. even though it is hard to be like this. always stressed and out of sleep. through all the crushes and crushees. through all the teachers and their loads of homework and tasks. through everything... mandsci in itself makes it worthwhile with friends and its charm. :)

Macbeth performance :]

hahahha. macbeth; wala akong kuha nung mismong play.. awww. :] anyway they all said it was a good play and i do believe so too. congrats sa archies! :D

ideal prince :]

oh meeenn. well it was the regional science fair today -- NCR. well i'm not here to talk about science and stuff.. well i lost... now getting to the topic...

OMGosh I just met my ideal guy ever! X] hahahha nagcocontest, natulala sa katabi? XD

hahaha anyway. i wasnt really focused on him. well he won... first place! grrr. hahaha didnt want to win anyway. ;] pagod na ko.

okaay. characteristics:

1. matangkad [ssooobra]
2. maputi xa. [normal lang na maputi]
3. ang cool nia [cool as in relaxed na relaxed xa kahit regionals nun]
4. he speaks english fantastically
5. did i forget to mention he looks so dashing XD and so cute.
6. he's smart pa.
7. angas pa ng itsura.. [mahilig sa badboy? XD]

well i wouldnt normally just blog about guys everywhere but then... i was about to congratulate him.. so i was like staring at him., waiting for the moment i could... but when i was staring at him.. he like .. stared back. :]] awww. tapos 3 times un! hahahha. babaw ba? XD hahahaha. well i know.. but there was something in his eyes that says i want to meet you. and somehow ung makapal kong mukha nahiya nang magcongratulate sa kanya. as in... parang 3 times na kaming naging magkatabi tapos di ko talaga siya makausap. awww. hope i'll meet him again. or sana someone like him. X) 

ROCK! :]] an entry about yesterday.

:]] God is soo good.

^^ i really like how yesterday ended. :]] really cool. it ROCKS! XD and you're wondering right now, what's with that word. well that was our team word. we kept on repeating over and over. XD

first it was like this. We were sooo late compared to our set departure time from school cause ms. frias was still at the division office singing. and we were like...

"We're late. we're disqualified." and somethings like that. well i most of the negative thinking came from me. X] as kuya amiel said about me: "You were born a pessmist..." XD

well my pessimism and my thoughts dont usually happen and they didnt. mam frias arrived just in the nick of time. and we arrived there before anything could start! God is Great!

the elimination and semifinals just proceeded... even though it was carried out it an orderly fashion it managed to kill 3 hours. spelling takes soo long to finish.well anyway. we were crossing our fingers and praying all the way and we managed to get into the finals with Lourdes. God's grace again.

****okay. why do i keep on saying things about God's grace. well i've learned that if you offer things to God and let him manage everything, he'll do the best for you. before in contests i used to pray: "Lord, please let us win..." and stuff like that but for the past contest and the Science Olympiad... i prayed.."this is for the exaltation of your name..." and boom! :] he rewards those loyal to him. words are incomparable to how i feel about this.

okay. the finals were really tense. sobrang close fight. nagtie kami for like 2 times. they got ahead two times too. :] my three words were: provocateur, pseudonym and connoisseur. i spelled provocateur wrong. :\ but it's fine! kuya amiel managed to spell all of his right. and our winning word was... Euthanasia. --yeah. mercy killing. XD

well we came home with high spirits, some stuff and a trophy. but what i valued the most is the friendship we created between ourselves. how i made kuya amiel and regeanne laugh soo hard. and how andrew made me laugh so hard. :]] we even used one pen for all the written rounds. ;] quite cool. :D

we returned to school to get our stuff. it was dark as heck. :0 and scary too. i went home. and the day ended with me scared... 0_0 hotel626 is some game. :]] hahaha.

lalalalalife. you win some. you lose some. :]

2nd Y-Jam Inter-School Spelling Bee. :]]

11/7/08

lalala! the 2 days of migraine finally paid off. okaay. with our winning word: euthanasia - we successfully defended our title against Lourdes School of Mandaluyong. 2nd place was Lourdes School of Mandaluyong and following for third place is Good Sheperd Christian School. :]]

members: Amiel Rayo, Moi, Andrew Jovellana and Reagenne -- uh.. i forgot how to spell her name. XD

panget ng quality. phone lang kc. walang digicam! sayang.

Artemis Fowl, The Lost Colony

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Science Fiction & Fantasy
Author:	Eoin Colfer

Love the series and this recent one really is nice. My dear, dear Master Fowl, struggling with teenage infatuation? Love even? :]] hahaha. no matter how smart he is, or us even, we are still susceptible to infatuation :]]

hahaha. infatuation -- not love. INFATUATION. it's nothing more than liking someone for a minute and dumping them in the next. XD

Well, i like the references to Quantum physics. i am interested in that. :]
am looking forward to the next book... Artemis Fowl: Time Paradox

this is a blog entry, uhh.. a glad one :]

well yeah. it was the party that made me glad. :]] i like dressing up. umuwi nga lang ako ng maaga. :D

nakoo. for the first time, in a long time, naramdaman ko ang highschool. pagpasok ko na naman magaaral na naman para sa regionals. :[ ayaw ko na.

anyway. ang saya talaga nung party.. ---may gusto sana akong isayaw kaso... XD hahaha. you na who that is ehhh. :D furthermore. PANIC AT THE DISCO ung songs :X sooo in love with brendon's HOTT voice. XD hahaha. :]

tpos. ang gwapo pa ni... :X pang paganda ng araw. ang sarap pa ng tulog ko ngaun uhmm... 15 and a half hours of sleep from last night and today! XD magpapatapon sana ako ngaun :D

hahaha. BOTTOM LINE IS I'M VERY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. <3

Archies Costume Party! :]]

hahaha. october 29 o8.

Archies :] MAPEH paintings :]

waha. october twenty-five two thousand eight. :] ang cuuuute ng lahat ng paintings. :D

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href=''>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTa3HXWSsZ0'>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

the exams are finally over. :]

SIGH.

grabe. the hellish week is finally over. [classmate: arent you supposed to be doing Zoology? Me: yeah whatever. XD let me finish blogging first.]

the other tests were alright. i never knew what a blessing the guy who invented multiple-choices-tests. XD i hardly studied ever. hahaha. the first day of the exam - i was out by twelve, went home at three. XD second day- out be eleven- home by seven. XD today. out by eleven - home by twelve-thirty. wow.

got scolded pa. hahaha. [di kasi nagpapaalam eh.] XD it's not really something to be glad about cause i keep my parents worrying about me. well it's my fault but i'm kinda used to going home at seven or eight and by the time i get home, nobody seems to care. The family's finally starting to get together. got closer somehow. well from now on, magpapaalam na ko. XD hahahhaa. i'm such a bad girl. but dont they trust me that i dont go to bad places? XD

my gosh! Precalculus was hard - well i'm pretty used to having a difficult time struggling with numbers and variables. XD i like precalculus better anyway. PHYSICS -- MAN! where have i been all these physics discussions??? well i wasnt the only one, everybody agreed. IT WAS HARD. i would read the problem twice or thrice, and still end up guessing. hahahaha. it was full of calculations about mirrors, focal lengths, urggghhhh. bahala na si batman. XD

Bahala na si LORD. :D

hahahahaha. tests. no tests. what's the diff? XD i'm self-grounded. baka di ako makapagcelebrate ng adam sandler day. aww. simpsonism. DX

it's the start of the second quarter. i'd try to exert more effort this time. hahhahahha. :]