on THAT matter. :)

sssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiggggggghhhhhhhh.

life, as i know it, is topsy turvy. XD it's pretty hard liking someone who doesnt like you but... you seem to want it that way. at least that's what i feel. ;)

well then, maybe because he makes me feel so safe and the way he comforts me is why i like him so much. :)) the way he's silent. the way he's like always there. i dont find him THAT good-looking but... it's this charm of his. X)

and no, i will not rant about this guy like the previous post. :))

i'm gonna rant about something else. XD if i like him and he doesnt like me, what should i do? tell him? or give up? it's pretty hard you know, especially if you're a girl. GIRLS have to wait. GIRLS have to hope that, that guy would like her. Girls cant just go up to a guy and tell him her feelings. why? the society dictates this as so, and it does seem a little desperate. XD

anyway. i dont know which path i chose, i'll just hope God would nmake the best decision in writing my Love Story. X)

an ode to someone who captivates me.

sigh. well this is not really an ode. it's just something that gives a click in the title :]] not that i want everyone to read this but well, i just like it that way :D

well i TOTALLY admire this guy. totally ADMIRE. nothing more. X]

the way he sings with his guitar just leaves me totally taken. he loves what he does and he enjoys it a lot. the emotion he shares is just magical. how he interacts people, how he talks and walks. his charm. his joy. well i know i'm not making any sense... but i dont have to. :]] sense is just the interpretation of the human mind of words and letters. as long as it makes sense to mine. :]]

his carefree attitude. his smile. his lyrics. his abs [oops!] his voice. his "i'll go wherever the wind takes me" attitude. we could just run away and he could sing to me forever into eternity. :]] siiiggghhhh. though finding a guy like this is totally impossible. unless you're somewhere out there... XD

 

why this sudden talk of infatuation? XD

hahaha. as you have noticed i have edited my multiply ;] all filled with infatuation nonsense. well... infatuation - something quick and fiery; NOT LOVE. but fiery.

i wonder. :] well maybe i'm feeling some myself. it's a little sad though. it's not the real thing. But then this must be the magic of puberty. XD hahaha. a little excitement before serious stuff. but then, why settle for the appetizer? hahahaha. i'm not telling anyone to hurry up, but wait 'til the main course is ready. --currently inspired by I Kissed Dating Goodbye. --cool book.

anyway. what is this? it's pretty weird. feeling those butterflies when he's there. grrrr. well i'm feeling agitated and happy when this happens. XD hahahahha. magic.

random random random :]

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href=''>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTa3HXWSsZ0'>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

it's depressing.

man. good thing i have my life outside school... the classroom really.

LIARS, CHEATERS, BACKSTABBERS.

well not all of my classmates. well not most of 'em either.

actually i find the people in the classroom quite nice. but the people i thought who were "NICE" arent actually what they seem to be. Manipulators : that's what they are. binding to what seemed to be a beneficial host; those parasites.

but my daughter is correct [hahahha kilala nio kung cno un?] i shouldnt be affected. those people suck, and they tell suckish things about me, and i should care why? i should not plot revenge. i should look at their brighter side. but if the opportune moment comes and i catch them. :] they better get ready.

this blog is not available for the viewing pleasure of other people, this will be our little secret.

less than three [?]

hahahaha. nobody would probably read this cause the title doesnt seem interesting or something like that. no hating. no depression. just plain -- crush ko? XD

MAY CRUSH NGA BA AKO?

well that is not clear to me. well i like THIS guy. but [sigh] i dont know if i DO like him or not. AND thinking about this, i may probably like him but... [sigh].

he's cute. i like his personality and things about him. well the thing is he might not like me back. i know yeah. RECIPROCAL FEELINGS and stuff. but i've been uh how you say, waiting for the wrong guy? i think i like this dude. well what the heck. if he doesnt like me back. it's fine. basta all i know TODAY is that i like him. :]

next to GOD. ikaw ang insipiration ko! XD

ATE MITCH AND JOSEPHINE

dear both of you,

i know i owe you a lot. i mean, simpleng bati lang di ko nagawa sa birthdays nio. i feel so useless.

ATE MITCH - i'm so sorry, we were practicing a dance and it was out of my mind. [i know, how can it be out of my mind?] i know it's not an excuse -- ten na kasi ako nakauwi. tpos nun pa ko nameet ni JC para mabigay un gift mo. SORRY.

JOSEPHINE - belated happy birthday. ang alam ko talagang bday mo seventeen., man, how could i forget? :[ i'm such a bad friend.

SEE? i'm such a suckish person!?!?!?! BUSY! i am always busy! the hell with that! nakakainis. why do such things come first? i dont want to do these things. i'm just so tired. so sorry to those people who i've hurt. ang suckish ko!

the exams are finally over. :]

SIGH.

grabe. the hellish week is finally over. [classmate: arent you supposed to be doing Zoology? Me: yeah whatever. XD let me finish blogging first.]

the other tests were alright. i never knew what a blessing the guy who invented multiple-choices-tests. XD i hardly studied ever. hahaha. the first day of the exam - i was out by twelve, went home at three. XD second day- out be eleven- home by seven. XD today. out by eleven - home by twelve-thirty. wow.

got scolded pa. hahaha. [di kasi nagpapaalam eh.] XD it's not really something to be glad about cause i keep my parents worrying about me. well it's my fault but i'm kinda used to going home at seven or eight and by the time i get home, nobody seems to care. The family's finally starting to get together. got closer somehow. well from now on, magpapaalam na ko. XD hahahhaa. i'm such a bad girl. but dont they trust me that i dont go to bad places? XD

my gosh! Precalculus was hard - well i'm pretty used to having a difficult time struggling with numbers and variables. XD i like precalculus better anyway. PHYSICS -- MAN! where have i been all these physics discussions??? well i wasnt the only one, everybody agreed. IT WAS HARD. i would read the problem twice or thrice, and still end up guessing. hahahaha. it was full of calculations about mirrors, focal lengths, urggghhhh. bahala na si batman. XD

Bahala na si LORD. :D

hahahahaha. tests. no tests. what's the diff? XD i'm self-grounded. baka di ako makapagcelebrate ng adam sandler day. aww. simpsonism. DX

it's the start of the second quarter. i'd try to exert more effort this time. hahhahahha. :]

HELL WEEK.!.

 

haha. first blog entry.

now all i can say is: FUDGE.

I mean, HELLO?!? i'm so fudging busy, and all hws need to be passed at the same time! This is not fair. We're human too ya know. sigh. no one would hear my pleas here.

Anyway, Wednesday will be HELL DAY. It would also be the end of HELL WEEK. Guess you guys know all about that. :) it's gonna be rough, it's gonna be tough, it's gonna be payback time you ugly freaks!!! hahaha.

Though i must admit i am pretty stressed. that is soooo suckish. anyway after hell day, it will be all over. i just have to catch up then.

anyway, hell week just got worse. haha. i was so psyched up about HIM. and awww. it's so sad. anyway i'll be here if ya change yer mind :D

it ends here.