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Christmas :D

Start:	Dec 25, '08 12:00a
Location:	to my disliking, we'll be staying here at manila! :]]

you all know what this is. :]

Macbeth performance :]

hahahha. macbeth; wala akong kuha nung mismong play.. awww. :] anyway they all said it was a good play and i do believe so too. congrats sa archies! :D

Photo Album 2008-12-16

ideal prince :]

oh meeenn. well it was the regional science fair today -- NCR. well i'm not here to talk about science and stuff.. well i lost... now getting to the topic...

OMGosh I just met my ideal guy ever! X] hahahha nagcocontest, natulala sa katabi? XD

hahaha anyway. i wasnt really focused on him. well he won... first place! grrr. hahaha didnt want to win anyway. ;] pagod na ko.

okaay. characteristics:

1. matangkad [ssooobra]
2. maputi xa. [normal lang na maputi]
3. ang cool nia [cool as in relaxed na relaxed xa kahit regionals nun]
4. he speaks english fantastically
5. did i forget to mention he looks so dashing XD and so cute.
6. he's smart pa.
7. angas pa ng itsura.. [mahilig sa badboy? XD]

well i wouldnt normally just blog about guys everywhere but then... i was about to congratulate him.. so i was like staring at him., waiting for the moment i could... but when i was staring at him.. he like .. stared back. :]] awww. tapos 3 times un! hahahha. babaw ba? XD hahahaha. well i know.. but there was something in his eyes that says i want to meet you. and somehow ung makapal kong mukha nahiya nang magcongratulate sa kanya. as in... parang 3 times na kaming naging magkatabi tapos di ko talaga siya makausap. awww. hope i'll meet him again. or sana someone like him. X) 

an ode to someone who captivates me.

sigh. well this is not really an ode. it's just something that gives a click in the title :]] not that i want everyone to read this but well, i just like it that way :D

well i TOTALLY admire this guy. totally ADMIRE. nothing more. X]

the way he sings with his guitar just leaves me totally taken. he loves what he does and he enjoys it a lot. the emotion he shares is just magical. how he interacts people, how he talks and walks. his charm. his joy. well i know i'm not making any sense... but i dont have to. :]] sense is just the interpretation of the human mind of words and letters. as long as it makes sense to mine. :]]

his carefree attitude. his smile. his lyrics. his abs [oops!] his voice. his "i'll go wherever the wind takes me" attitude. we could just run away and he could sing to me forever into eternity. :]] siiiggghhhh. though finding a guy like this is totally impossible. unless you're somewhere out there... XD

 

ROCK! :]] an entry about yesterday.

:]] God is soo good.

^^ i really like how yesterday ended. :]] really cool. it ROCKS! XD and you're wondering right now, what's with that word. well that was our team word. we kept on repeating over and over. XD

first it was like this. We were sooo late compared to our set departure time from school cause ms. frias was still at the division office singing. and we were like...

"We're late. we're disqualified." and somethings like that. well i most of the negative thinking came from me. X] as kuya amiel said about me: "You were born a pessmist..." XD

well my pessimism and my thoughts dont usually happen and they didnt. mam frias arrived just in the nick of time. and we arrived there before anything could start! God is Great!

the elimination and semifinals just proceeded... even though it was carried out it an orderly fashion it managed to kill 3 hours. spelling takes soo long to finish.well anyway. we were crossing our fingers and praying all the way and we managed to get into the finals with Lourdes. God's grace again.

****okay. why do i keep on saying things about God's grace. well i've learned that if you offer things to God and let him manage everything, he'll do the best for you. before in contests i used to pray: "Lord, please let us win..." and stuff like that but for the past contest and the Science Olympiad... i prayed.."this is for the exaltation of your name..." and boom! :] he rewards those loyal to him. words are incomparable to how i feel about this.

okay. the finals were really tense. sobrang close fight. nagtie kami for like 2 times. they got ahead two times too. :] my three words were: provocateur, pseudonym and connoisseur. i spelled provocateur wrong. :\ but it's fine! kuya amiel managed to spell all of his right. and our winning word was... Euthanasia. --yeah. mercy killing. XD

well we came home with high spirits, some stuff and a trophy. but what i valued the most is the friendship we created between ourselves. how i made kuya amiel and regeanne laugh soo hard. and how andrew made me laugh so hard. :]] we even used one pen for all the written rounds. ;] quite cool. :D

we returned to school to get our stuff. it was dark as heck. :0 and scary too. i went home. and the day ended with me scared... 0_0 hotel626 is some game. :]] hahaha.

lalalalalife. you win some. you lose some. :]

2nd Y-Jam Inter-School Spelling Bee. :]]

11/7/08

lalala! the 2 days of migraine finally paid off. okaay. with our winning word: euthanasia - we successfully defended our title against Lourdes School of Mandaluyong. 2nd place was Lourdes School of Mandaluyong and following for third place is Good Sheperd Christian School. :]]

members: Amiel Rayo, Moi, Andrew Jovellana and Reagenne -- uh.. i forgot how to spell her name. XD

panget ng quality. phone lang kc. walang digicam! sayang.

Mandaluyong in the 70's

And yeah i said i'd be sleeping by now, but i just can resist writing this down after listening to my dad reminisce. :D

okaayy. i few facts before anything else -- i live in gueventville II, brgy. Mauway, Mand. city.

TRIVIA: According to my dad... Mauway was the most feared barangay in Mandaluyong because.. maraming siga dito! XDD hahahha. another one, GueventII used to be a volkswagen factory. :] hahahaha..

okay. we were like eating at home, when i asked my dad if ghosts were real, and suddenly he got to this nostalgic mood and he was going on and on about his old days.... how he used to beat up the other kids XD hahaha. tagalugin ko na nga para mas maintindihan...

grabe pala tatay ko dati... dati daw, may bata, crackling his knuckles in front of him, sabi ng tatay ko., "Ano problema mo?"... umalis ung isang bata, nagdala ng kasama... Pagtingin daw sa tatay koo... "Si jojo pala yan oh.." alis sila eh., XD hahahhaha.

mandaluyong before rather where we are right now a few decades before, it was mad. that's what he said. guys fighting each other, my dad even saw a dead guy stuffed up somewhere where they threw garbage.. [roughly infront of the gate of guevent]. Ang barangay mauway ay isang lugar, kapag nagpakita ka ng konting yabang, bugbog ka. -that's what my dad said. there were fights everywhere, dead guys? there were trees too [which i find quite unimaginable right now]. i mean, it was full of action and as my dad was telling stories, i was feeling the adrenaline myself. natawa ako eh, sumuntok daw ng pulis tatay ko eh. XDD hahahha. i wish i was like that. XD

basketball before was a physical sport. you could smack your opponent and not get thrown off the game. XD hahahhaha. what's funny is that they beat up some guys during a game and they stayed in front of the gate and those guys were too scared to try to leave. hahahha.

i liked how he described those fights. isang time daw, they entered another territory tapos naiwan un kasama nila, tapos tinali daw sa puno ng mangga. XD hahaaha. i mean whoah. and then my dad was left in a fight tapos umuwi ung kapatid nia [tito ko] para daw kumuha ng kutsilyo. XD hahahha.

okay. bottomline. i love the adrenaline, those were after the martial law days. it seemed sooo cool. it was like an action movie everyday. i even got a cool quote from my dad, it's what his father told him. "Makipagsuntukan ka, wag ka lang uuwi ng umiiyak." it's pretty cool 'cause i never met my grandfather. i like the thought too. :]

the stories my father shared me tonight. only instilled to me one thing: Weak people won't survive in a world like this.

 

now i know why my mom married dad. :] pareho kami.

i'm tagged :]]

Rules:

*Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
*Bloggers that are tagged needs to write on their own blog/somewhere about their ten things and post these rules.
*At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
*Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

 
1.  uuuhhh. i <3 anime :] ---bleacchhh, bloodplus, naruto, etc.
 
2. my brother calls me a miserable nerd :O ... XDDD hahahahha. he has a habit of doing that.
 
3. i have braces. :D

4. IF I WAS A NERD, i'd be the COOLEST nerd in the planet. B]

5. certified boyler. batch 2006-2007

6. i love reading shakespeare. :]
 
7. i love the following celebrities -- JOHNNY DEPP, ORLANDO BLOOM, BRENDON URIE and WENTWORTH MILLER.

8. i have not chewed gum ever since my braces were put on. [coool XD]

9. i'm quite morbid person; if you were with me while watching a horror movie, you could hear me giggle. XDD
 
10. i am crush-less XDD . hahahha. [jaymi placed here single xa eh. gnaya ko na lang. XD]

to be tagged:  Johnken S, Joshua J, Joreza C, Reuel F,  Nol C, Ruben A, Sarah B, Danielle C, Cherry C, Paolo C

 

why this sudden talk of infatuation? XD

hahaha. as you have noticed i have edited my multiply ;] all filled with infatuation nonsense. well... infatuation - something quick and fiery; NOT LOVE. but fiery.

i wonder. :] well maybe i'm feeling some myself. it's a little sad though. it's not the real thing. But then this must be the magic of puberty. XD hahaha. a little excitement before serious stuff. but then, why settle for the appetizer? hahahaha. i'm not telling anyone to hurry up, but wait 'til the main course is ready. --currently inspired by I Kissed Dating Goodbye. --cool book.

anyway. what is this? it's pretty weird. feeling those butterflies when he's there. grrrr. well i'm feeling agitated and happy when this happens. XD hahahahha. magic.

random random random :]

Artemis Fowl, The Lost Colony

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Science Fiction & Fantasy
Author:	Eoin Colfer

Love the series and this recent one really is nice. My dear, dear Master Fowl, struggling with teenage infatuation? Love even? :]] hahaha. no matter how smart he is, or us even, we are still susceptible to infatuation :]]

hahaha. infatuation -- not love. INFATUATION. it's nothing more than liking someone for a minute and dumping them in the next. XD

Well, i like the references to Quantum physics. i am interested in that. :]
am looking forward to the next book... Artemis Fowl: Time Paradox

this is a blog entry, uhh.. a glad one :]

well yeah. it was the party that made me glad. :]] i like dressing up. umuwi nga lang ako ng maaga. :D

nakoo. for the first time, in a long time, naramdaman ko ang highschool. pagpasok ko na naman magaaral na naman para sa regionals. :[ ayaw ko na.

anyway. ang saya talaga nung party.. ---may gusto sana akong isayaw kaso... XD hahaha. you na who that is ehhh. :D furthermore. PANIC AT THE DISCO ung songs :X sooo in love with brendon's HOTT voice. XD hahaha. :]

tpos. ang gwapo pa ni... :X pang paganda ng araw. ang sarap pa ng tulog ko ngaun uhmm... 15 and a half hours of sleep from last night and today! XD magpapatapon sana ako ngaun :D

hahaha. BOTTOM LINE IS I'M VERY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. <3

Archies Costume Party! :]]

hahaha. october 29 o8.

Photo Album 2008-10-30

Rabbit Doubt [manga]

thanks to OneManga.Com :] and snoopycool, i am so addicted to this manga. :] i just put it here so people can read the introduction :D hahahha.

Archies :] MAPEH paintings :]

waha. october twenty-five two thousand eight. :] ang cuuuute ng lahat ng paintings. :D

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

Well, what can i say.

actually a lot has not been said, and there are plenty more of things to say. but hey, i forgot all about that. Talking to him leads to nowhere.

CHALLENGE -- that's what he says. what kind of sick person, in my opinion, would do something like that as a challenge? i mean, sleepless nights, stressing out, even crying students, just for US to be challenged?

----It was not a challenge when we continued doing the project. It was a NECESSITY. and being given as about a fourth of the time alotted made it no longer a necessity; it was a PRIORITY. a challenge is something that the CHALLENGER is aware of what he's doing.

he's an ACTOR? well is he just making up excuses to cover up the nasty things he said about our projects? man, how low will he go. and even though, is it really necessary to call pure perseverance -- UGLY and WITHOUT EFFORT? can't he just say; you need to improve this or do that. and what's more infuriating is that he did not even give us the guidelines of the things he expected to see. so as usual he would criticize [more of insult] what we made.

i do not know if my rage is just right or am i just making myself, OURSELVES, rather look important but right now this is how i feel. the moral implications? out of the question; since the doesnt even consider the moral implications of his actions. anyway i'm just keeping this inside the four corners of the room.

<a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTa3HXWSsZ0'>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href=''>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

October 17 2008 -- I was Scarred for Life

there was supposed to be a lot of rants here but i accidentally clicked the back button so i dont want to waste my time retyping all those words of mine.

<a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTa3HXWSsZ0'>CLICK HERE FOR THE EVIDENCE</a>

it's depressing.

man. good thing i have my life outside school... the classroom really.

LIARS, CHEATERS, BACKSTABBERS.

well not all of my classmates. well not most of 'em either.

actually i find the people in the classroom quite nice. but the people i thought who were "NICE" arent actually what they seem to be. Manipulators : that's what they are. binding to what seemed to be a beneficial host; those parasites.

but my daughter is correct [hahahha kilala nio kung cno un?] i shouldnt be affected. those people suck, and they tell suckish things about me, and i should care why? i should not plot revenge. i should look at their brighter side. but if the opportune moment comes and i catch them. :] they better get ready.

this blog is not available for the viewing pleasure of other people, this will be our little secret.

AP DORA!

:]]

APageant

classmates :]

AP Report No.1

for my classmates :D

less than three [?]

hahahaha. nobody would probably read this cause the title doesnt seem interesting or something like that. no hating. no depression. just plain -- crush ko? XD

MAY CRUSH NGA BA AKO?

well that is not clear to me. well i like THIS guy. but [sigh] i dont know if i DO like him or not. AND thinking about this, i may probably like him but... [sigh].

he's cute. i like his personality and things about him. well the thing is he might not like me back. i know yeah. RECIPROCAL FEELINGS and stuff. but i've been uh how you say, waiting for the wrong guy? i think i like this dude. well what the heck. if he doesnt like me back. it's fine. basta all i know TODAY is that i like him. :]

next to GOD. ikaw ang insipiration ko! XD

Christian-Catherine Nuptials

:]] September 21, 2008

i know.

well this is sort of my version of Kuya marc's rants over at the GreenChronicles.

i always wonder why my life seems to breeze past me. i mean. one minute i'm sitting in class the next second i'm somewhere i dont want to be in.

i'm really starting to get ticked off by these contests. i'm very BUSY. yeah. i'm VERY BUSY. i've been saying that all the time. Using it as an excuse which really is the reason. I missed how much? i'm not talking about the quizzes or the grades or the classes i've missed. but the people i've denied my presence of. my friends. my family. the people i want to be with.

it's depressing that i cant stand up and say NO. Do i like the pressure? the rewards? the success? the depression? the complication? being not there when i need to be there the most? what's happening? i promised myself that i would take control of MY life. But why cant i seem to stop this madness? was it because people are expecting me to do this? or was it no one else CAN do it? Rather no else WANTS to do it?

Cant i deny those people? 3 days ago, i was crying. I was horribly frustrated because nothing seemed to go my way. i couldnt do homework. i was just in my room, depressed. i missed two birthdays of the two people i love. how can i memorize Seratonin -- C10H12N2O and not realize that it's a birthday of my dear friend?! what type of android have i become? have i ceased to become human and started to erase emotions?

i have not been writing lately. i have not been drawing lately. all those things that i once thought was fun. i cant seem to do them. why? because i'm BUSY. VERY BUSY.

everything seems so ironic. so sarcastic. the weather is mocking me. the flowers, birds and trees! they all mock me with their NOT BUSY lives. i want to take life, step by step. not like the movie "CLICK". my world is not remote-controlled. i take control. God does.

ATE MITCH AND JOSEPHINE

dear both of you,

i know i owe you a lot. i mean, simpleng bati lang di ko nagawa sa birthdays nio. i feel so useless.

ATE MITCH - i'm so sorry, we were practicing a dance and it was out of my mind. [i know, how can it be out of my mind?] i know it's not an excuse -- ten na kasi ako nakauwi. tpos nun pa ko nameet ni JC para mabigay un gift mo. SORRY.

JOSEPHINE - belated happy birthday. ang alam ko talagang bday mo seventeen., man, how could i forget? :[ i'm such a bad friend.

SEE? i'm such a suckish person!?!?!?! BUSY! i am always busy! the hell with that! nakakainis. why do such things come first? i dont want to do these things. i'm just so tired. so sorry to those people who i've hurt. ang suckish ko!

Random Pics :D

pics i happen to take cause i feel like it's really good.

Science Olympiad - Sept. 06 08

me, kuya marc, kuya james and sir gimeno in Angelicum College in Quezon City... :D a hundred item test. oh no. will we pass the top twenty? :D pray for us! :D

not here. i do belong after all.

hmm...

 

i dont belong here.

i belong somewhere else. a different class? a different school? I just cant stand it here. the people, their atttitudes. their arrogance. no more. no more. no more.

 

just leave me. i dont belong here. i dont.

no matter how hard we try, i dont. i dont.

uh. random stuff. filipino day? XD

hahahha. one day celebration of filipino month, August. :D man, i never want to dress up as a boy ever again. XD

let me hate you for one day.

I HATE YOU.

[i wont name names, or anything but yes, i do.]

it's the attitude you have. the devil-may-care attitude MIGHT look cool, but the hell with that. gaano ba kakapal mukha mo ha? leaving us to do things that we arent obligated to do?!? and as we walked out of that door, you couldnt even bother to at least say GOODLUCK, if not take the responsibility? what the hell is wrong with you?!?

Do your personal luxuries matter more than your obligations? other's welfare? YOU ARE SO SELFISH. cant you put that in your head? SELFISH KA. anong gagawin mo? wala?

 

if you could just turn around and look what you have becoming, you'll see what i see. you think you're so great. you think you're this successful jerk but you're not. it's the guts that people have that make them strong, not the selfish priorities.

YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH OF MY DIGNITY WAS LOST.

i hope no one reads this. i'm just so mad right now. the hell with that.

 

the exams are finally over. :]

SIGH.

grabe. the hellish week is finally over. [classmate: arent you supposed to be doing Zoology? Me: yeah whatever. XD let me finish blogging first.]

the other tests were alright. i never knew what a blessing the guy who invented multiple-choices-tests. XD i hardly studied ever. hahaha. the first day of the exam - i was out by twelve, went home at three. XD second day- out be eleven- home by seven. XD today. out by eleven - home by twelve-thirty. wow.

got scolded pa. hahaha. [di kasi nagpapaalam eh.] XD it's not really something to be glad about cause i keep my parents worrying about me. well it's my fault but i'm kinda used to going home at seven or eight and by the time i get home, nobody seems to care. The family's finally starting to get together. got closer somehow. well from now on, magpapaalam na ko. XD hahahhaa. i'm such a bad girl. but dont they trust me that i dont go to bad places? XD

my gosh! Precalculus was hard - well i'm pretty used to having a difficult time struggling with numbers and variables. XD i like precalculus better anyway. PHYSICS -- MAN! where have i been all these physics discussions??? well i wasnt the only one, everybody agreed. IT WAS HARD. i would read the problem twice or thrice, and still end up guessing. hahahaha. it was full of calculations about mirrors, focal lengths, urggghhhh. bahala na si batman. XD

Bahala na si LORD. :D

hahahahaha. tests. no tests. what's the diff? XD i'm self-grounded. baka di ako makapagcelebrate ng adam sandler day. aww. simpsonism. DX

it's the start of the second quarter. i'd try to exert more effort this time. hahhahahha. :]

the exams are finally over. :

weeee! performance sa AP.

ung video. saka na lang :)) hahahhaha egypt!

8-8-08 boyle reunion

hahaha. reunion ng mga boylers last friday.

it was soooo awesome. we weren't complete and there wasnt much action but hey it was sooo nice.

prince's house. we ate. we sang. we danced. we laughed.

ronald was more of the host of the event. he was singing so much hahahahhaha. angelica sang "Dancing queen". XD so nice. heehehhehehehe. tawa kami ng tawa. reminiscing on the memories ng boyle! walang expectation, walang malinis., walang kahit ano! basta masaya kami! :]

pagkatapos kumain at magkantahan at magsabhan ng mga naalala sa boyle, sumunod un sabihan ng crush sa classroom noon. kevin or ivan? cnung nanalo :)) after that nagsiuwian na cila.

 

***realizations - the school year might've ended but our bonds remain the same. others may have left but they will always be here in us. there might be people who have changed ever since we have parted but that's the way life is. they may change for the better or the worse, nonetheless, we'll always remember the way they were before. sooner or later we'll get into college, but we'll never forget each other. the past is the past but we have made more memories and we'll be making some more.

ANG PINAKA---- BOYLE IS THE BEST SECTION I HAVE EVER BEEN INTO. love ya all. XD

BOYLE REUNION 8/8/08

sabihan ng mga crush nung freshman year!

hahaha, walang digicam, cellphone camera lang :)) hahahaaha anyway ang saya ng gabing to!!!

today ;)

today i woke up... dragging my way to get up... and it was like angels singing when rhea santos said that there was no classes today.

i ate breakfast and slept again. upon waking up, i only thought of GHOST HUNT. and NARU of course! :) i watched a little of naruto and off i went with ghost hunt and later on BOKURA GA ITA. :] man... YANO is soooo my type of guy :]

we ate lunch at home, a lot of food. ^^

i played hahaha. ravenhearst... soo cool, after that i took a bath and slept. i woke up. i was like whoah. my sister said ther were two strangers at our door. it was JC and ATE MITCH. :] with a poem and a gift :0. it was soo touchy.

later on, rona came and we headed for mcdo barangka, we ate, talked, laughed and saw mam bal :]] we left at about six and went home. rona watched meet the spartans before she left.

REALIZATIONS -- my life is so cool. it's not about the grades, or the other things, but how my friends treat me. i always thought i was alone, but hey, i wasnt. i'm not. :] my friends make it all better. how they made me laugh, their little tokens, those things mean a lot.

although i complain a lot, in the end i'll still say i love my life.

FRIENDSHIP ;]

uuuhh. where do i start? hahaha. :D

I LOVE THIS DAY TOO.

well it was simple but it was great.

we ate, we played, we sang? hahaha. but the best part of it was i got to be wih the people i want to be with. ;] we spoke of love, weirdness, and how embarassing the things we did. even though the people i were with hardly knew each other, they found their ways into each other. :) and i'm happy to know that. i was selfish this day, but that selfishness found good.

all those happy moments have been etched into my head. and it will never be forgotten. all those words have been recorded and will be ringing inside my head over and over.

the letter, the bracelet, the diploma. :0 i love it all!

MY FRIENDS OVER YOU!

:] small but beautiful gathering

hahaha. a little gathering of my closest friends. nothing too fancy. just in a mall, a few games, and karaoke. i cried when i got home :] FRIENDSHIP!

Poetry is like being inLove

"Writing is like being in love..." Marjorie Evasco looked at me and said those beautiful words. I didnt know her personally or i wasnt a big fan of her works but we had one thing in common - we loved writing.

When she said those words to me, i knew how she felt. WRITING is like being in love. You create characters, stories, lives even! I felt like crying in front of her. I knew how she felt -- how good it was to write, to make people appreciate things written in paper!

BUT

Why cant i stand up for it? Why wont i do it for the rest of my life? *Has the world's nonsense standards engulfed me in its pitiful spiral of lust and death?

It's pretty sad to know. I LOVE WRITING and POETRY. but i cant stand up for it.

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today i was myself again. less than three.

today was AWESOME. and as jack black said..."there is no price to pay for awesomeness..." XD. Less Than Three or Simpsonism's Day out. Well we weren't really out cause we were at my house, but it was something like that.

As usual, i was running late cause it was hard to find a green top, it was discussed i would wear green, but i ended up wearing blue. XD suprisingly, i was first to arrive at 7-11. haha. it was a few minutes past 1oclock and i waited for angelica and charmaine.

As they arrived, we proceeded with the schedule. The much-awaited SLURPEE DRINKING CONTEST. man, that was one big cup. it was soo big that we decided to walk while drinking it. We couldnt finish it so we decided that the winner would be the one with the least amount in her cup. haha. of course, since i tried my best not to drink the whole morning, i won XD.

next, the movies. KUNG FU PANDA and WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS on DVD. hahaha. it was soooo fun. [ang kati ng itsura ni charmaine kapag nanunuod. XD]

we went out afterwards. brought out my guitar and sang "Remembering Sunday" by All time low. :D it's immaculate. i'll post our vid in our myspace.

The rain started to pour then so their time of departure from our house was delayed. it was fun singing in the rain. and as the rain grew stronger, i was tempted to run in it. haha. and so i did.

and do you know? i felt like myself again. i felt free from the earthly burdens i carry each day of my fudged up life. i was everything i wanted to be. i was just me. running in the rain. [mukha lang akong tanga kc may hawak akong umbrella... tpos umuulan] but it was nice.. i didnt have to please anybody. it was an escape. at those moments... i realized that i didnt want to study, or to be leader-ish, or to be in love, or to please anybody and most especially fake my smile everyday.

LIFE IS WONDERFUL - like jason mraz said. life IS wonderful.

why waste your time trying to achieve things that hardly matter? things that wouldnt make you happy? i can feel the self-pity now as i'm typing this down. I wasnt really happy. I wasnt me.

this is getting pretty long and whoever is reading this must be really patient. so here it is.

PLEASE. help me be myself again. EXPECTING me to get high grades, to be responsible, to be nice, isnt going to help. i want to be the way i was before. [but nicer perhaps XD]

So CHARMAINE & ANGELICA. i owe you big time. <3

Simpsonism's day out! 07/19/08

uuhhh. we were here. at our house. watched 2 movies, played the guitar [first time nailabas un gitara namin.], rode the bike, sang in the rain and played in the rain [actually that was only me.]... <3 it was soo fun.!

writing about my random reality...

sigh.

things are pretty light this week, and that is sooooo GOOD! i love it. :) less homework. less work. more fun. and no worries.

i'm quite astounded by Panic at the Disco's Northern Downpour. will be writing a review about that.

been eating ice cream. ya'll know what that means. X| it's really quite hard to be here right now. though this is how i choose to live my life. pressure. confusion. uh.

wonder what will happen this week.

haha. i wrote a new poem! it's quite short really. HELLO is the title :) it's quite cute.

 

ARGH!!! dont ask me what's wrong cause i wont tell any of you. XD typical me, tries to solve everything by herself but really she cant.

My dad's birthday

Start:

Jul 25, '08 04:00a

my daddy's birthday. :) *sunud-sunod ung mga bday namin eh XD

after hellweek. :)

SIGH.

i never thought i would make it through. hahhahahahhaha. i just flunked how many quizzes last friday? uh. let me see. math, statistics, physics... hahaha. it's fine though. At this time of trouble, i was able to see which teachers would give us considerations and it turns out to be those teachers we insult behind their backs. That is so ironic.

i was able to talk to ate mitch! it has been so long since we last saw each other. i was with charmaine [too bad our slurpee drinking contest was postponed] and JC. awwww.

recently, it was my mom's birthday and we also had a family reunion. Everybody was there. The problem is we didnt know each other. It was pretty sarcastic in a family reunion where we would introduce ourselves like it was the first day of school. It was a long time after all. Things have changed, the last time they saw me was when i was two years old. Our family is pretty controversial concerning the fights and all but hey, if we can take time to go to one place, we can fix things right? the next one i think will be on july 27, lolo tony's first death anniversary and a day before my birthday. pretty scary.

SO, WHAT HAVE I LEARNED? --i have learned that quizmasters in DOST sponsored contests are cute XD. joke. time flies by so fast. homework should be a second priority X)family reunions were fun after all. it's better relax knowing that you deserve it. :)

 

My Mom's birthday / Family Reunion

uuuhhhhh. nakaktamad ilabel lahat. haha. this was july 12 08. it was fun. it was in Pampanga. uhhh. feel free to comment. :D [if you see any pictures of me, posing girly-like, you did not see it. XD]

Uhhh. Hell day :D

we lost. haha. though i kinda enjoyed wasnt really serious anyway. XD. the exhibit is cooool. i'll upload the vid of the robot some other time.

my hell day >:X

Start:	Jul 9, '08 08:00a
Location:	WTC, Pasay city.

tsk. i feel nervous.

Ballad ng isang Bata :0

uuuhhh. a few pics before, during practice of our presentation :D man i look like an evil zombie ready to eat something XD

HELL WEEK.!.

 

haha. first blog entry.

now all i can say is: FUDGE.

I mean, HELLO?!? i'm so fudging busy, and all hws need to be passed at the same time! This is not fair. We're human too ya know. sigh. no one would hear my pleas here.

Anyway, Wednesday will be HELL DAY. It would also be the end of HELL WEEK. Guess you guys know all about that. :) it's gonna be rough, it's gonna be tough, it's gonna be payback time you ugly freaks!!! hahaha.

Though i must admit i am pretty stressed. that is soooo suckish. anyway after hell day, it will be all over. i just have to catch up then.

anyway, hell week just got worse. haha. i was so psyched up about HIM. and awww. it's so sad. anyway i'll be here if ya change yer mind :D

it ends here.

New Found Glory Concert HERE!

Start:	Aug 4, '08 6:00p
Location:	Araneta, i think

OMG. NFG will be here :) i soo want to here them! haha. it's also the same date as my brother's bday :D

record setting attempt! 6/28/08 :DD

we balanced books on our heads at the same time and walked five meters... i was recorded by guinness... haha. went to shang after. :D haha karaoke karaoke!!!

My birthday :))

Start:

Jul 28, '08 07:00a

birthday ko mga pre. :)) hahaha fifteen? aww man.

Birthday ni Edzcel :) nice one.

hahaha. 7:50 pm on a school night nice one. :) 1 out of the two girls hahaha. astig. ! ang saya saya. food friends. fun! :)

There's no I in Team

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Music
Genre:	Rock
Artist:	Taking Back Sunday

It's a damn good song. About best friends and friendship.

At first you would notice the awful screaming of the vocalist but hey, the lyrics are good and all you've got to do is absorb the emotions the song is talking about. Well if you dont like rock, you're better off with some other song :)

My Mom's birthday -slash- Family Reunion!

Start:	Jul 12, '08 9:00p
Location:	Pampanga, Villa Remedios

my mommy's bday :D

and a family reunion!

First Day of School

Start:	Jun 10, '08 07:00a
Location:	School, duh..

this is the first day of school... hell day haha... lol. :))

and i hope i'll be better :D

Me :D

some old pics... i'll be adding some new ones later on.