on THAT matter. :)

sssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiggggggghhhhhhhh.

life, as i know it, is topsy turvy. XD it's pretty hard liking someone who doesnt like you but... you seem to want it that way. at least that's what i feel. ;)

well then, maybe because he makes me feel so safe and the way he comforts me is why i like him so much. :)) the way he's silent. the way he's like always there. i dont find him THAT good-looking but... it's this charm of his. X)

and no, i will not rant about this guy like the previous post. :))

i'm gonna rant about something else. XD if i like him and he doesnt like me, what should i do? tell him? or give up? it's pretty hard you know, especially if you're a girl. GIRLS have to wait. GIRLS have to hope that, that guy would like her. Girls cant just go up to a guy and tell him her feelings. why? the society dictates this as so, and it does seem a little desperate. XD

anyway. i dont know which path i chose, i'll just hope God would nmake the best decision in writing my Love Story. X)

Poetry is like being inLove

"Writing is like being in love..." Marjorie Evasco looked at me and said those beautiful words. I didnt know her personally or i wasnt a big fan of her works but we had one thing in common - we loved writing.

When she said those words to me, i knew how she felt. WRITING is like being in love. You create characters, stories, lives even! I felt like crying in front of her. I knew how she felt -- how good it was to write, to make people appreciate things written in paper!

BUT

Why cant i stand up for it? Why wont i do it for the rest of my life? *Has the world's nonsense standards engulfed me in its pitiful spiral of lust and death?

It's pretty sad to know. I LOVE WRITING and POETRY. but i cant stand up for it.

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