today ;)

today i woke up... dragging my way to get up... and it was like angels singing when rhea santos said that there was no classes today.

i ate breakfast and slept again. upon waking up, i only thought of GHOST HUNT. and NARU of course! :) i watched a little of naruto and off i went with ghost hunt and later on BOKURA GA ITA. :] man... YANO is soooo my type of guy :]

we ate lunch at home, a lot of food. ^^

i played hahaha. ravenhearst... soo cool, after that i took a bath and slept. i woke up. i was like whoah. my sister said ther were two strangers at our door. it was JC and ATE MITCH. :] with a poem and a gift :0. it was soo touchy.

later on, rona came and we headed for mcdo barangka, we ate, talked, laughed and saw mam bal :]] we left at about six and went home. rona watched meet the spartans before she left.

REALIZATIONS -- my life is so cool. it's not about the grades, or the other things, but how my friends treat me. i always thought i was alone, but hey, i wasnt. i'm not. :] my friends make it all better. how they made me laugh, their little tokens, those things mean a lot.

although i complain a lot, in the end i'll still say i love my life.

FRIENDSHIP ;]

uuuhh. where do i start? hahaha. :D

I LOVE THIS DAY TOO.

well it was simple but it was great.

we ate, we played, we sang? hahaha. but the best part of it was i got to be wih the people i want to be with. ;] we spoke of love, weirdness, and how embarassing the things we did. even though the people i were with hardly knew each other, they found their ways into each other. :) and i'm happy to know that. i was selfish this day, but that selfishness found good.

all those happy moments have been etched into my head. and it will never be forgotten. all those words have been recorded and will be ringing inside my head over and over.

the letter, the bracelet, the diploma. :0 i love it all!

MY FRIENDS OVER YOU!

:] small but beautiful gathering

hahaha. a little gathering of my closest friends. nothing too fancy. just in a mall, a few games, and karaoke. i cried when i got home :] FRIENDSHIP!

Poetry is like being inLove

"Writing is like being in love..." Marjorie Evasco looked at me and said those beautiful words. I didnt know her personally or i wasnt a big fan of her works but we had one thing in common - we loved writing.

When she said those words to me, i knew how she felt. WRITING is like being in love. You create characters, stories, lives even! I felt like crying in front of her. I knew how she felt -- how good it was to write, to make people appreciate things written in paper!

BUT

Why cant i stand up for it? Why wont i do it for the rest of my life? *Has the world's nonsense standards engulfed me in its pitiful spiral of lust and death?

It's pretty sad to know. I LOVE WRITING and POETRY. but i cant stand up for it.

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today i was myself again. less than three.

today was AWESOME. and as jack black said..."there is no price to pay for awesomeness..." XD. Less Than Three or Simpsonism's Day out. Well we weren't really out cause we were at my house, but it was something like that.

As usual, i was running late cause it was hard to find a green top, it was discussed i would wear green, but i ended up wearing blue. XD suprisingly, i was first to arrive at 7-11. haha. it was a few minutes past 1oclock and i waited for angelica and charmaine.

As they arrived, we proceeded with the schedule. The much-awaited SLURPEE DRINKING CONTEST. man, that was one big cup. it was soo big that we decided to walk while drinking it. We couldnt finish it so we decided that the winner would be the one with the least amount in her cup. haha. of course, since i tried my best not to drink the whole morning, i won XD.

next, the movies. KUNG FU PANDA and WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS on DVD. hahaha. it was soooo fun. [ang kati ng itsura ni charmaine kapag nanunuod. XD]

we went out afterwards. brought out my guitar and sang "Remembering Sunday" by All time low. :D it's immaculate. i'll post our vid in our myspace.

The rain started to pour then so their time of departure from our house was delayed. it was fun singing in the rain. and as the rain grew stronger, i was tempted to run in it. haha. and so i did.

and do you know? i felt like myself again. i felt free from the earthly burdens i carry each day of my fudged up life. i was everything i wanted to be. i was just me. running in the rain. [mukha lang akong tanga kc may hawak akong umbrella... tpos umuulan] but it was nice.. i didnt have to please anybody. it was an escape. at those moments... i realized that i didnt want to study, or to be leader-ish, or to be in love, or to please anybody and most especially fake my smile everyday.

LIFE IS WONDERFUL - like jason mraz said. life IS wonderful.

why waste your time trying to achieve things that hardly matter? things that wouldnt make you happy? i can feel the self-pity now as i'm typing this down. I wasnt really happy. I wasnt me.

this is getting pretty long and whoever is reading this must be really patient. so here it is.

PLEASE. help me be myself again. EXPECTING me to get high grades, to be responsible, to be nice, isnt going to help. i want to be the way i was before. [but nicer perhaps XD]

So CHARMAINE & ANGELICA. i owe you big time. <3

Simpsonism's day out! 07/19/08

uuhhh. we were here. at our house. watched 2 movies, played the guitar [first time nailabas un gitara namin.], rode the bike, sang in the rain and played in the rain [actually that was only me.]... <3 it was soo fun.!

writing about my random reality...

sigh.

things are pretty light this week, and that is sooooo GOOD! i love it. :) less homework. less work. more fun. and no worries.

i'm quite astounded by Panic at the Disco's Northern Downpour. will be writing a review about that.

been eating ice cream. ya'll know what that means. X| it's really quite hard to be here right now. though this is how i choose to live my life. pressure. confusion. uh.

wonder what will happen this week.

haha. i wrote a new poem! it's quite short really. HELLO is the title :) it's quite cute.

 

ARGH!!! dont ask me what's wrong cause i wont tell any of you. XD typical me, tries to solve everything by herself but really she cant.

My dad's birthday

Start:

Jul 25, '08 04:00a

my daddy's birthday. :) *sunud-sunod ung mga bday namin eh XD

after hellweek. :)

SIGH.

i never thought i would make it through. hahhahahahhaha. i just flunked how many quizzes last friday? uh. let me see. math, statistics, physics... hahaha. it's fine though. At this time of trouble, i was able to see which teachers would give us considerations and it turns out to be those teachers we insult behind their backs. That is so ironic.

i was able to talk to ate mitch! it has been so long since we last saw each other. i was with charmaine [too bad our slurpee drinking contest was postponed] and JC. awwww.

recently, it was my mom's birthday and we also had a family reunion. Everybody was there. The problem is we didnt know each other. It was pretty sarcastic in a family reunion where we would introduce ourselves like it was the first day of school. It was a long time after all. Things have changed, the last time they saw me was when i was two years old. Our family is pretty controversial concerning the fights and all but hey, if we can take time to go to one place, we can fix things right? the next one i think will be on july 27, lolo tony's first death anniversary and a day before my birthday. pretty scary.

SO, WHAT HAVE I LEARNED? --i have learned that quizmasters in DOST sponsored contests are cute XD. joke. time flies by so fast. homework should be a second priority X)family reunions were fun after all. it's better relax knowing that you deserve it. :)

 

My Mom's birthday / Family Reunion

uuuhhhhh. nakaktamad ilabel lahat. haha. this was july 12 08. it was fun. it was in Pampanga. uhhh. feel free to comment. :D [if you see any pictures of me, posing girly-like, you did not see it. XD]

Uhhh. Hell day :D

we lost. haha. though i kinda enjoyed wasnt really serious anyway. XD. the exhibit is cooool. i'll upload the vid of the robot some other time.

my hell day >:X

Start:	Jul 9, '08 08:00a
Location:	WTC, Pasay city.

tsk. i feel nervous.

Ballad ng isang Bata :0

uuuhhh. a few pics before, during practice of our presentation :D man i look like an evil zombie ready to eat something XD

HELL WEEK.!.

 

haha. first blog entry.

now all i can say is: FUDGE.

I mean, HELLO?!? i'm so fudging busy, and all hws need to be passed at the same time! This is not fair. We're human too ya know. sigh. no one would hear my pleas here.

Anyway, Wednesday will be HELL DAY. It would also be the end of HELL WEEK. Guess you guys know all about that. :) it's gonna be rough, it's gonna be tough, it's gonna be payback time you ugly freaks!!! hahaha.

Though i must admit i am pretty stressed. that is soooo suckish. anyway after hell day, it will be all over. i just have to catch up then.

anyway, hell week just got worse. haha. i was so psyched up about HIM. and awww. it's so sad. anyway i'll be here if ya change yer mind :D

it ends here.

New Found Glory Concert HERE!

Start:	Aug 4, '08 6:00p
Location:	Araneta, i think

OMG. NFG will be here :) i soo want to here them! haha. it's also the same date as my brother's bday :D