All the Details in the Fabric.

Hello. :) another formal blog here. di na masyadong emo or angry. :)) XXD

hay. recently. i was staring blank into space inside the classroom. [stare] the rays of sunshine illuminating half faces, desk arms and the blackboard. it was steaming hot inside the classroom. air wasnt going out. the trees were still. my english teacher spoke fluent english.

a thought occurred to me.

"THIS COULD BE THE LAST TIME I SEE THIS SCENE." ---the class has been busy lately. assignments. groupworks. a ton of class works. :) puro practice kagad. tapos gumagawa na rin ng mga proyekto. it was like it was already the middle of the year. :|

pagkatapos ng UPCAT at ACET, wala na masyadong pagkakaabalahan. tuloy-tuloy na to.

 

tuloy-tuloy patungo?

 

patungo saan?

 

sa pagkakahiwalay?

 

sa pagkakalimutan?

 

saan?

 

 

thoughts were zooming inside my head. mam tirones kept glancing towards me. i seemed occupied. i was. :) i've already said to a lot of people that i'm tired of mandsci. that i really really really want to leave and go to college. but . . . when i noticed the scene i described earlier. i felt the gravity of what i said. did i really feel this way? yes i'm tired but, the scene, it was, if not beautiful, simply immaculate.

it's the first time i realized that this would be my LASTS in mandsci. i told Ate Iced Tea, that i'm graduating. she was like OO NGA. i grew up in her iced tea, though i dont always buy. :) nung first year ako, ayun. yun lang iniinom ko. :)) ngayon. medyo ganun ulit.

FOURTH YEAR NA PALA AKO. :)

 

havent really thought of it. i dont feel it. i dont feel old in school. i still imagine kuya paul's batch and everybody there. at the back of my head, i couldnt accept it. :)

like in my previous blog. Things are meant to pass away. it is because they are more valued that way.

 

i noticed that scene. if i was in my second year, i'd be like, wow that's cool. but now. it's more like: wow, will i ever see this again?

yes. my theory proved correct yet again. it's sorta sad but hey. i get to feel this sort of value.

 

we're in one big loom :)

and these are the details in the fabric.