At Mornings Like These.

It’s a new morning, yes. I love mornings. I love the smell of breakfasts. I love how sunlight slowly creeps through the trees and branches near our house. It’s a constant feeling of renewal—that I could do something good today, live far from yesterday and to look forward to tomorrow.

Yes, I do love mornings.

But I do hate waking up alone in an empty house.

(It breaks my heart to know that no one even bothers to tell me that they’re leaving. They just leave; lock the front door and let me find out for myself. But they do leave breakfast out for me, that’s nice.)

It’s just when I’m home alone like this, I can’t help but to think that no one’s gonna come back. How miserable it would be, to stay in a house and wait for someone to go home to you, but never will.

*Sigh, family issues.

The silence is deafening. I plan to watch anime after writing this, just to drown it out. I’m scared. 

7:28 am.

7:28 am. sabi ng orasan ng pc. :|

ang aga no. ayun. nasanay na alas sinco nagigising at heto kanina pa gising at di pa rin makatulog ulit. umagang umaga, basag araw ko. :|

grabe. charmaine! tama ba yun fortune ko? :)) depressed nga ako ngayon. alam mo yun tipong hindi ka na nga inasikaso,  sinisisi ka dahil ikaw ang nagasikaso, tapos palpak ka pa, ininsulto pa kaibigan mo. SAKIT. :]

as usual, hindi ako sasagot. ganon naman sa loob ng bahay. parang CAT.

"UPPER CLASSMEN ARE ALWAYS RIGHT."

kahit anong explanation mo, debates, excusesa, reasons, sense... wala pa rin. kung ano sasabihin nila yun yun tama. :))

and being the good cadets we are, we never talk back to our officers. except maybe for the younger one. :D pero nasanay na kami ng kuya ko na ganyan. buong buhay. pero mas may guts siya sa kin, lately he seems to be getting full of it. i cant blame him.

HAY. ayos lang sana ako lang e. PERO KAIBIGAN KO PA! kala nia kung sino siya.

 

i guess i'm blogging my heart out 'cause there's no output of this emotion. :|

wag nio na lang basahin. :))

 

I shouldnt be sad though. God does all things for a reason. and i guess this happened for the best. BEING SAD DOES NOT DO ANYTHING! [pata pon don chaka :)) celebration rhythm in patapon 2 :)) XD addicted na ko mga pre. :)) ]

 

 

but something made me smile kanina. it was 5:59 am then. :D

looking back at the things that happened yesterday. :D :D :D

 

 

 

today's the last day of march by the way. :]