2011 Resolutions

It's the first time actually, that i'm making a list of resolutions. (Well you know, except the ones they make you do in CL class in elementary).

Probably, it's because i've realized that i've done so many wrong things in my life. 

Generally, i'm happy, but then from time to time i just break down and be a mess for my friends to pick up after. 

This year's gonna be different. No, starting this year, everything will be different. :)

1. I will do my best not to cry anymore. [Naks, totoo yan. ;)]

2. I will not go emo anymore. [Because I have awesome friends that are there for me. So why bother?]

3. I will do a better job of keeping the people I love happy.

4. If I do ever fall in love / like someone, I will not try to fight / deny it to myself, at least.

5. I will put God above all things. 

And yes, procrastination is not on the list. I do not lie. :))

Okay. 3.30 AM. Alone now. 

Hey what'd you know, I've been living for more than 17 years now. 

Gah. I'm turning 18 this year. They can put me in jail. D:

2010 was a big year for me. As in like, Ginormous. 

Andaming drama, pare. 

And well, I've done so many things I regret now.

I've made other people shed tears--and my own too. 

I get lost in the things I want that I end up having nothing.

I've done and said things I'm not proud of. 

And well, I've kept them all with me, the whole year.

All these negative feelings toward specific persons and to myself.

I carried them, all the way til this second.

But no longer. Starting now, 

I am going to let go of all of them.

And finally forgive myself. 

Nothing good will come out of sulking. 

I should just move on and learn from them, right?
Sounds cliche but hey, I really find it hard to do. 

You all know me, OC on mistakes. 

Ang dami kong narealize this year. 

Sobra.

AS IN. MAJOR MAJOR.

All in a plan. :)

Pero, marami naman din akong magandang karanasan noong 2010. 

I've made a lot of people smile and laugh. 

I've gotten physical distance from old friends

and met new ones. 

Haha. Naggraduate ako ng HS. At ngayon, nasa kolehiyo na. 

I've learned a lot [nerd alert!].

I've had a lot of priceless moments that will forever stay with me. 

Thank you, 2010. :)

Ngayong 2011,

I've got a pocket full of new perspective,

a whole bag of determination,

and 365 days worth of road ahead. 

I have family and friends with me. 

And I'm looking at this road with high hopes. 

Who knows? Baka ma-A ko ang math. [naks.]

Baka matapos ko yung poem collection ko.

Baka di na ako mag-emo! :))

Baka ma-inlove ako :">

Baka magpahaba ako ng buhok. XD
Baka gumanda pa ako lalo. :"> [or baka pumangit. :)) ]

Pwede ring,

matulog ako,

at baka hindi na ako magising.

I wanna live everyday of this year like it's my last. 

2011, here I come. :)

God be with me. 

3:48AM Jan1,2011

It Takes a Second [A Poem]

It Takes a Second

 

In a certain time,

In a certain town,

In a certain school,

In a certain playground,

In a certain part,

Where no grass grew,

There lay pebbles two.

 

They never spoke to,

In front of, each other

(Never bothered to try too)

For each had his own wonder.

His own  space,

His own resilience,

His own ways,

His own existence.

 

So why bother?

 

 

One day,

Where one of them lay,

A boy kicked a pebble away.

(Movement.)

The galaxy was pushed into disarray.

 

The other pebble watched,

As the universe unraveled,

It was the very first time,

He saw either of them traveled

(a distance).

 

It takes a second to realize.

 

 

“Oh what curiosity!

Oh what new bounds!

Oh what stupidity,

To think that I am sound.”

 

He wants to move too.

 

 

 

He tried.

And tried.

 

 

 

 

But he couldn’t.

 

It takes a second to realize. 

UP Lantern Parade 2010 / A Small Christmas Party

The parade was cool but what was cooler was i got to see my friends. :)

And not just see them, i got to talk to them like before. Make jokes and do outrageous things. :))

Ano nga ba ang mga interesting na bagay na ginawa ko? :))

1. Wah. Nakakain/nakainom ulit ako ng Taho. Sponsored by Louise Mari.

2. Nakapagpalipad ng "copter" na umiilaw. :))

3. Nakakita ng mga pokemon na pumaparada.

4. Nakalapit na kay oble.

5. Nakita si ARNI!!!! Whoah.

6. Naglakad papuntang Philcoa mula kay oble. (habang kumakanta ng Huling El Bimbooo...)

7. Umupo sa gitna ng kalsada sa UP.

8. Kumanta habang naglalakad sa kalsada (Jason M, ATL, etc.)

9. Nakakain muli sa pinakapaboritong branch ko ng Mcdo. :> (Saan pa ba? Barangka, siyempre :)) ) 

10. Shared dinner with few of my closest buds. 

HAY. ANG SARAP.

Iqquote ko lang si charmaine...

"Di na ata ako matututong uminom,

ngayon pa lang, parang lasing na ako eh." :)))

Nakakalasing ang pagkakaibigan natin. :)) I agree. 

Sumakit ang tiyan ko sa katatawa. :)) 

I remember the days, when we used to have late night practices/projects, and we all used to walk through the streets of Mandaluyong late at night. With the cold chilly air  embracing us as we went our way back to our homes.

Times and places have changed. We're supposedly older now. :)) 

Instead of Mandaluyong, we walked through the streets of Quezon city.

We're now in the ocean, no longer a pond. 

But you know, times may have changed but our friendship hasn't.

ANG SARAP MAGING KAIBIGAN NIYO. 

:) I love you guys. So much. 

Merry Christmas. :)