MandSci's Got Talent Ultimate Showdown -- Pour Etre Belle

Okay. medyo biased yung photographer kong si Louise Mari. Puro PEB ang kinuhanan. :)) hehehe. sensya.

nakakaasar! wala akong matinong kuha! =)) anyway. eto na. :D

Reflections -- Pour Etre Belle :) [and a little something about plants :)]

Okay the previous blog was just sort of narrating the things i did, i would want to remember that someday. :))

So eto na. Bunga ng pagiisip isip and pagmumuni muni. :)

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Pour Etre Belle

--Hm. i will seriously miss these seven girls, plus one! :D gel, mae, sarmie, faith, mira, ananda, sharlyn and kaira. :D this was really an overwhelming experience. God has really blessed us. :D

To be honest, TRIP LANG TO. i mean, we didn't actually plan or aimed at getting into the final four. We just wanted to know what it felt like to be there. We were graduating after all. :) It was just something to get fun out of. It was seriously fun, seriously tiring, and in some times, the tension was really high. trust me, honey, you don't like it when girls are in bad moods. :))

i learned a lot about these girls. In between practices or in breaks, we'd talk about guys, or our parents, friends, problems, and it all brought us together. Yung tipong akala mo ikaw lang ang ginaganon ng magulang mo, yun pala may karamay ka! :)) haha! Late na kaming umuuwi dahil sa mga practice, nauubos ang pera dahil sa costume at dun sa collection. Nagbibihis nang harap-harapan. :)) kakaiba talaga!

it's fun finding sister in all of them.

we weren't exactly talented. I guess our talent was that when we our together, we are able to create a bulwark of confidence. When we are together, everybody shines. When we are together, we are talented. We are like pieces of one breathtaking puzzle. :D

Sure, some people didn't like us. Moreover, some people resented us and hated us. They booed us off the stage--kahit batchmate namin sila, it was a depressing thought. But fairly, i dont think it's something to be depressed about. Our classmates, family and friends were there. and that's all we needed. If other people didn't respect us, probably, other people didn't respect them as well. :) We weren't as talented as joanne verzo or as entertaining as the EKboys, but i believe, kahit ako lang, we were special in a way that i could remember it forever. :)

We had each other.
I love you Pour Etre Belle.

I will miss the times we were together--practicing, eating, making the drama, fighting, dressing up, getting psyched up and flopping and succeeding on the stage. :)

I will not lie. Pour Etre Belle could be gone forever. We are graduating after all. Siguro matagal tagal ang pagbabalik namin sa stage bilang PEB. baka nga hindi na e. Though i'm not sad.

as i've said before--LOSING SOMETHING MAKES IT MORE VALUABLE.

i could not have a lost a greater thing. :)

We could stop performing, but memories last forever. :D

Shabuya! Sha-Sha-Shabuya! Roll call!
We're PEB!
This thing was crazy!
You've watched us, baby.
I'll miss them, really.

 
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Okay, that's my Pour Etre Belle Reflection. :) sisingit lang ng isa pang reflection.
So yesterday, nagMTAP, arni and i planned to watch anime at my house but due to the unfortunate circumstances, hindi kami natuloy. The CAT officers headed off to Paolo Rodri's house to deliver the red shirts. I was supposed to go with them but i saw an offer i could not resist. :D

So ayun. nagrereview sila anjilo, louise at bruxelle sa faculty room. I saw Mr. Patron there and Mrs. Fabon. Tapos sinundan ko sila. Tapos ayun! nagtatanim sila sa likod! PLANTS! :) wow. all of the students helping them were guys. I was like: I wish I was a guy, so i could help.

So paikot-ikot ako dun sa likod. Gustong makatulong. :)) nanggugulo. :)) hhaha! sabi ko kay mam fabon, gusto kong tumulong, tapos yehey! pinayagan ako. sinabi ko kila arni hindi na ko sasama. :) edi yun, umalis na sila, <medyo gutom na ko nun dahil alauna na wala pa kong kinakain> pumunta ako sa faculty room, andun sila bruxelle. edi hinintay ko silang matapos ng two. dumating sila kathy, magSSM daw sila. edi yun. nagSM sila, hinintay akong makakain nila louise at umalis sila.

They tried to convince me to come with them because all the guys i'd be with would be like GUYS, and that i was already tired, which was true. but I really really want to plant. :)) really.

So i went back to school, i already found mam fabon, planting, i was so amazed at the simplicity of it all. how man could give life. how easy it was to support life. it was breathtaking. I watched how mam fabon do it. and i tried right after. <Except the digging part, my girlish way of holding the shovel could not really handle the rocky solid earth of Mandsci>

The mosquitoes were biting me. Things were crawling everywhere. The smell was barely tolerable. But, i really did enjoy it. Corny nga siguro pero, It was magical for me. :) ang galing talaga. The ability to nurture life was in my hands. I looked at the plants as i planted them, it felt so rewarding. <sure from time to time, naiisip ko yung photosynthesis tapos ung mga krebcycle stuff, pero most of the time i was busy thinking of how marvelous the act was>

Nakakarealize lang na, ang dali dali lang magplant, pero kahit 10% of the school, or the entire world, could not possibly volunteer to do this. a sad truth.

Syempre nagenjoy ako at naastigan ng bonggang bongga. Pero naastigan din ako sa mga nakasama ko. :)) nakilala ko sina Kenneth, Eriko, Wences, Janssen, Ylrem, Jerome and uhm, nakasama ko muli sina Eman, Stephen at Rene. at medyo andun si bruce nung una. :) rocks sila. :)) hehehe.

cant wait to be back next saturday. actually i cant wait to go back to school. :)) i want to talk to the plants---yung mga pinangalanan na Wences, at mga Eriko, mga Kenneth, haha! EEE!

seriously, i was tired then. And every time, i stood up after planting something, my vision would actually go blurry and my head would hurt, but, again, it was an offer i could not resist. :)

Ultimate Hell Week 2009 is over! :)

OKAY. late blog. medyo dapat kahapon ko pa to ginawa pero hey. :D ngayon lang ako freeeee. :D

the past week has been so hellish for me super! I mean, i had to do our documentation binder, attempt to make a script for filipino, edit the music for our MGT after practice, actually practice, keep up with my missed homework and get harassed by two teachers because of the things they asked me to do. :) SIGH. i feel like supergirl!

Monday -- the first day of the week. i didn't really stay up late the past night but i guess Monday was okay. It was the first day of practice. Got home at about 9:30. Brought a laptop, a digicam [because they told me that photoshoot for Project Citizen was today] and extra clothes.

Tuesday -- I stayed up late the past night, i got caught up in playing Plants Vs Zombies. Made homework and typed the Steps for the documentation binder--i wasn't done. I got home at 9:40something. We practiced again. I brought a laptop, a digicam [they told me the photoshoot was today] and more extra clothes.

Wednesday --I stayed up late, i slept at about 11:30pm. I hadn't had any decent sleep yet. Made homework, finished typing the steps, i received the reflection notes this day, so i was bound to NOT sleep tonight because my deadline was tomorrow. So i had to type 15 pages worth of reflection from PC members. Edit and layout pictures. attempt to make the script in filipino. Finish editing our music in MGT. We had no practice today--instead i went to SM to look for costume, i got home at about seven. I brought a laptop, a digicam [and yet again, they postponed the shoot] and brought home my books for school. Imagine that in SM! gah! ang bigat! :)) That was the freakiest day ever!

So i realized right about at eight oclock that i cannot finish my documentation binder. i was not halfway through typing all its content. I hadn't and couldn't make my script anymore. I will not meet the deadline. SOOOOO. i decided to become absent! :))

Thursday-- yeah i was absent. I slept at twelve the past night. I woke up at about nine. Best sleep of the week. :)) So when i woke up at about eightfortyfive [that rounds up to nine :))], i went out to get one piece of hotdog and went back to my room and started typing the remaining five pages of reflections. I had to layout pictures after. I finished everything at about oneoclock. I ate lunch at about one. I had told mam tirones the past night that i would go to school for half the day or whatever's left. So i did. I took a bath and raced to school at about two. The guard didnt want to let me in but luckily mam tirones did. :D i was in school uniform, BECAUSE I THOUGHT THE PHOTOSHOOT WAS TODAY. So i brought a gigantic paper bag--PEB wanted to see the costumes. I brought the laptop and digicam and my USB's. I went to the PC adviser and gave her the docbinder. Mam dolar found me and nagged me about the program i wasn't able to do yet. :| i was like dammmnnn. at about three, after i was harassed by so many people [i was welcomed in the classroom though], i went to the AVR to practice.

After school, we practiced at louise's. i went home at nine. I had to finish our music in MGT--i put it off for the documentation binder. I slept at one. :O it was the night before the final night! :)) and i was so tired! :)) so i slept at one, but i didnt tell you i finished it. So i didnt.

Friday -- i went to school. Had a long test in english. I did well--considering that i was in serious lack of sleep and under great fatigue and stress. i got excused because of project citizen. IT TURNS OUT WHAT I DID WAS STILL DUE FOR EDITING! so i was like, nakakaasar na ha, parang never enough. crap. i was so pissed. what's worse is that mam dolar saw me, and BOOOM! i still wasn't able to finish the program. She went on with something like: WE CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THE PROGRAM. and i was like: okay mam, i'll do it. So, while i was doing project citizen, i was making the english program. I was literally running all over the place--to the office, where Mam Bullanday was printing our documentation binder, to the conference room, where PC members were and to the faculty, to get pictures or simply stay there because someone was using my laptop or i just wanted to hide from Mam Resu. :)) So i layouted the english program and luckily and thankfully, louise helped me. So technically he was harassed in my place. :) THANKS MARI! :)

i finished my academic duties at about eleven. I ate lunch right after. I got dressed for practice. While they were practicing, i was finishing our music. Did i mention that i brought two bags worth of clothes? A laptop? a digicam? [yung photoshooot ngayon lang natuloy!!] haha! At about the 1 or 2, Mam dolar saw me infront of the classroom. PALPAK ka talaga. that's what she said. I was to tired too get pissed. :)) I had forgotten to put my title as english president and my full name wasn't there. SORRY. i was so tired a. She wanted me to make my script since i was the emcee for tuesday. I asked to joyce to help me. again, i was harassed :)) so i was tired. The class finished a meeting. PEB members could go home and freshen up. I didnt go home. Instead, i went to faith's house. We freshened up and got to school at about five.

Performances were from six to eight something. :) I am so proud of course, that even though i slept at one, and seriously lacked sleep and was stressed to the max, i was able to perform. :)) rock! it wasn't as good as our practices but hey, after it all, I WAS FREE! i was on the verge of crying after the announcement of the EKboys winning, but i'd reserve that for later. So we ate at Mcdo. got home at ten-- i seriously had a lot of things to bring!. took a bath. played. and slept at about eleven.

i then proved right there, that i should be proud that i had gone through God's challenges. He guided me and protected me. I maybe tired but hey, how many people could put up with that huh? :)) I am supergirl! :))

************************************************************************************************************
So i was depressed from saturday to about wednesday. i'd have to thank Francis R for cheering me up! :) thanks a lot! thanks to louise! you took pictures and assisted PEB! Yvon! for editing the documentation binder! Joyce! Kaira! :) and everyone who got worried about me since i was absent.:D God is good to surround me with caring people like YOU! :D

Make it a sweet, sweet Goodbye.

ayoko na.

Senior Year -- First Half. :)

Pics inside the classroom. outside the classroom. Pics with friends. Pics of inanimate objects. uhhh. Pics nung science thingy. Pics ni JP!! XD Pics ng mga Love team!! :)) XD Pics of Developmental Reading reports!!! :)) uhhh.. all these things in the FirstHalf of the School year. ;)

Ang Black/White Board ng Calcium. :)

haha! mga kung ano anong nakasulat sa white and blackboard natin! XDDD ang cute. :) ;> :D