The Eighteenth of September. [a little something about the last two months]

i'm writing this, it's ten pm.

it's the fifth day of the school week that i didnt eat dinner at home. :)) wowww. in short, i did not eat dinner at home for a week. sigh. this was a tiring one.

[siyempre kasama na dun yung mga pagpapagalitan sa akin at pagbibintang. trust. hay :))]

so far, this year has been great. extremely ultimately great! things have happened. things have not. and things will happen, and some will not. GAH. anticipation. :)

the year's moving quite fast though. the school has recently been quite chaotic. but hey, we have each other. :> right calcium? XD ILY. this section. haha! WOW. grabe. we are in a boardgame fever these days---if you dont find a calcium-ate or calcium-ite or whatever you would call us, playing scrabble or chess, you would probably find them, sleeping, eating, psp-ing and uh. whatever's left of the "academic" stuff. teachers have been busy with a lot of things lately, and so, we are left with free time---if not with a seatwork or an assignment.

Pour Etre Belle---of course, i will not fail to mention this girl group. HAHA! ABBA MORENO?!? HAVING THE GUTS TO JOIN A TALENT SEARCH?!? =)) i was like WHOAH. :)) anyway, PEB is fun. :D i get to know these girls so much better. i learn how to "dance" and "sing" and i'm able to study the physics of being girls [trust me guys, it is hard. :)) ]. totally awesome. it feels awkward that i'm not really talented, but you know, when there are people who encourage you and trust you that you can do it, it just all dissipitates. it all floats away. and then sooner or later, you're smiling and being able to do it. now if physicists cannot find the fundamental particle or chemists as to which elements are to be discovered, no one, i mean no one, can define the feeling i just described. it is magical.

As for my friends, you know who you are, ILY guys. :)) you have been there for me, really. i just dont know what to do without you people. Dahil sa inyo, nakakaexperience ako ng mga bagong bagay. new things, cool new things. not only in like, our nerdlike conversations, but in the things we talk about. alam natin yun. =))

Hahaha. oo nga pala, idol ko na talaga si Mrs. Tirones. she is great. a great teacher, a magnificent mother and a cool friend. :)) astig talaga. =))

this year, i have felt new things. kanina nga lang. something i would have never done. i did. let's not dig into the details, i'll tell you if you ask me privately---it depends on who you are. i am a selfish person, and i was in a dilemma to choose between my welfare and my friend. thinking rationally, my welfare would be the best choice, but WHOAH MAN, i chose my friend. rocks. nagulat ako dun sa ginawa ko. parang ang bait ko. astig. GOD HAS CHANGED ME. :] i really think that i have changed. i dont know if it's for the better or for the worse, but i feel so good. even though i already lack more than twenty four hours of sleep, i just feel so good. :) feeling new things. feeling old ones. HAYYY. :) [new person being talked about] I never thought that something like this would happen. =)) dammmn.

 

the past months have been great. GOD IS SO GOOD. SO SO GOOD.

 

[i'm off to write now. i have pending stories. people have been asking for new material :)) now that i have finally have time, actually i just put off some work to be done, i want to write. i miss how my pen shouts out my thoughts on paper. i have a lot of pending thoughts. =)) bye now.:D]