Nostalgia.

stumbled upon my filecase of memorabilias. i cant believe how much i changed and how i was happy then. tsk. ahahhaha. ka-emohan lang to. finally i am aware of how much change i've swallowed; and all this time i thought i stayed the same. :|

 

Nostagia

By: Blackrose

It's been almost four years.
Four years from innocence.
It's been almost four years,
Since that life changing experience.

I stare at myself at this mirror,
See the eyes of this erroneous girl.
I used to make a lot of naive errors,
But now lies have changed my world.

HE taught me who i was.
HE taught me what i can do.
How my writing oculd carry mass,
The person i should be who.

THEY taught me love.
THEY showered me with friendship.
Fallen angels from up above
That i ought to find and keep.

THe mornings we were together
Chatting in front of the library
Are the moments that will last forever
In my memory.

The two hours i had you in a week
Was a great event i awaited then.
I acted selfish; I was meek.
I liked you a lot that when.

It has been four years since these.
Who am i now?
Accepting degradation with no cease.
How can i stop it? How?

The emotions you've let me feel
The lessons you inscribed
All of them was for time to steal
And for change to sign.

I've stumbled upon these memorabilias,
And left me with a train of thought.
This was the person i was.
Now this person is to be sought.

I unleashed my potential,
Since those four years.
But what's the use of this potential
If i'm just drawn into tears?

I've been busy with trivial affairs,
And now i just feel alone.
Filling my days with empty stares,
My heart turning into stone.

The people that i'm with right now,
Don't know who i am,
Can they? How?
If I, my self, lost who i am?

It's been almost four years,
Four years since I knew who i was,
My heart just drowns in tears,
That i nearly forgot what was US.